*本書獻給已經不在(臺灣)的自己, 以及不在(地球)的邱妙津

*up to a certain limit, the desire for perfectly

clear "human" exchanges which escape general conventions

becomes a desire for annihilation.

-- G. Bataille(巴韃耶)

《酷異劄記：索朵瑪聖域》

<<queer journal: sodom the sanctuary>>

[自序] 雪山生養的並蒂黑櫻桃

the double clitoris-shaped cherries

upon the snow white mountain

part a. 拒絕被"同化"的怪胎文本

texts which refuse to be reduced to "the same"

1. 至死不渝的邪戀: 惹內的<<愛之囚>>

the evil love-song singing to death:

Jean Genet's PRISONER OF LOVE

2. 繁生在陰莖之上的花叢: <<竊賊日記>>的數條不合法註釋

flowers bursting out from the penis:

THE THIEF'S JOURNAL

3. 惡的狂喜: 尚.惹內的小說創作與生命執念

ecstasy of evil: Jean Genet

4. 卡珊卓拉的口腔與高潮

the oral orgasm of Kassandra

5. 摘譯<<叛徒們的碑碣>>

a fragmentary translation of MONUMENTS TO THE REBELS

6. 摘譯<<將羅蘭.巴特攜帶出櫃外>>

a fragmentary translation of BRINGING OUT ROLAND BARTHES

7. 美麗魔城娥摩拉: 掃瞄歐美同性戀文本

the enchanting sin city of queer publishing

8. 世紀末的情歌愛曲: 觀覽台灣同性戀出版品

song of desire in fin de siecle

9. 無政府邦聯: 閱讀近來的同性戀出版品

queer nations without the government

10.無性別戀愛的時代

the age of pansexual love?

11.囚室裏的慾望法則: 閱讀<<蜘蛛女之吻>>

laws of desire in prison:

KISS OF A SPIDER WOMAN

12.邪酷的安那其書寫者

the wicked and queer writing

13.彩色毒藥: 閱讀酷兒平面藝術

the rainbow-colored poison

14.擬真的腐美映像: 觀看酷兒電影書

the virtual and the grotesque image

15.生殖一場多重情慾的解放歡宴: 閱讀<<豪爽女人>>

bursting out a banquet of sex liberaation:

reading WOMEN WITH JOUISSANCE

16.記一場荒淫頹廢的邂逅: <<荒人手記>>的色慾筆記

an encounter full of lust and decadance:

A WASTED NO-MAN'S JOURNAL

17.未完成的異生物圖繪: <<鱷魚手記>>

the unfinished drawing of an alien animal:

CROCODILE'S JOURNAL

18.肉身的陷阱？: 喀利浮.巴爾克的小說與電影

the body as a trap?: fiction and films by Clive Barker

19.蕾絲與鞭子的交歡: 從某些文本注釋女同性戀的慾望流動

the intertwining pleaasure between lace and whip:

noting the lesbians' desire flow(s) in some

contemporary taiwanese fiction

part b. 魑魅她者的凝視

gaze of the phantom other

1. 沾血的繁花: <<羅馬帝國色情史>>

the flowers in blood: CALIGULA

2. 虐慾學院的建構與覆滅: <<索多瑪120天>>

construction and annihilation of a sadist academy: SALO

3. 書寫與色慾的交鋒: <<第三情>>

power struggle in between the textual and the sexual:

HENRY AND JUNE

4. 供給男體的港口: <<霧港水手>>

the port of male bodies: QUERELLE

5. 私屬的悲愴: <<男人的一半還是男人>>

my own private melancholy:

MY OWN PRIVATE IDAHO

6. 血液交異, 色慾的碎骸交亂:

從<<迷離情骸>>看身分的流變與穿刺

exchange of the bloody, intercourse of the erotic:

identity flows and piercing marks in NADJA

7. 高難度的慾望舞蹈: 漫談幾部蕾絲鞭電影

dance od desire on the edge:

on some lesbian films

8. 情慾政治的肉體詩學:

德瑞克.賈曼，聲光迷境的死詩

body poetics within sexual politics:

Derek Jarman

part c. 雜種生物的殘破拼圖

the de-formed board of some hybrid creatures

1. 泅游在倫敦文字的浪濤

the textual journey in London

2. 薔薇與魔術的淵藪: 舊金山的暗夜筆記

the bottomless pit of roses and dark magic:

San Francisco

3. 屍骸大展與骷髏生態: 舊金山的詭譎面相

the macabre exhibition: San Franscisco

4. 壯麗的慾望現形記: 英國七怪聯展

the grand re-presentationg of desire

5. "變態"的肉體: 書寫出某些異色圖像談起

the body de-formation: Sybille Ruppert

6. 內爆「自己的房間」？: 網路上的性/別爭戰

the implosion of "the room of own's own"

7. 在電子位元之間蹦跳擺盪的性/別焚燒檔案

the burning gender files within/out cyberspace

8. 性/別妖異: 視/聽著歌德音樂的扮裝文化

alienizing gender/sexuality: the gothic drag

9. 扮裝、表演、以及性/性別/慾望的流動爭鋒

drag, performatives, and the interactive fluids

of sex, gender and desire

10.性虐待/被虐待的痛楚與痛快: 情慾與權力的互動關聯

the interactive pain and pleasure of S/M

11.既幼且溼的記憶: 某個小說作者的成長本末

memory which is both youthful and wet

12.屬於我們的時代?

times that never belonged to us

13.跳舞於生辣的深淵: 寫給某個雜種異獸的信件

dancing on raw abyss:

a letter to a hybrid-identity beast